April 2011
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To depressed and suicidal people (also people with...
anomolisticbeauty:
maryevexartistlinguist:
You will NEVER be an attention whore. Saying that you have a problem and talking about it are signals to other people that you need help. If they judge you by saying you’re an attention whore, these people are heartless. there’s other people that will CARE about you. and I am one of these people. you can message me if you want to talk.
^^^^^^^ Can...
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That moment when you just can't hold your tears...
heartsandpurses:
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In the process of publishing a small book filled with my poems and a few short stories (providing I finish them). I’d like to do both an Ebook and a hard copy, but it seems like it’ll be a bit impossible at the moment for the publisher. Which brings a question for my wonderful blog followers,
Which would you most likely buy, an Ebook or a hard print book? And what price are you...
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Her only friend
She couldn’t help but stare at the moon from where she laid on the pale white snow. For the longest of times she had called the moon her friend. It never judged her or harmed her, it only soothed her soul. When she felt abused by the world it’s soft rays of light dried her tears. When the world had shunned her it welcomed her into it’s world. When she became a wander she looked to the moon and...
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Never be
I wasn’t born to bend to his every wish, I wasn’t born to be the only one
who makes him smile. I wasn’t born to be his. He tells me to stay, but adds that he doesn’t want a girlfriend or a wife.
I’ve accepted that we’ll never be what I hoped we could be and that all that we are shouldn’t be.
So why is it, that after thinking things through- Why does it...
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Imitations
. Whispers are made Feelings are hurt One always wonder why they return to this place of imitation. Could it be all here are masochist? This is the place of actors and actresses. Once they leave they become someone else completely different. I’ve been trapped here in this role for so long, I no longer know who to become once I leave. I’ve been imitating for so long I forgot who I really am. So now...
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At the seventh toll
. I hold you close this night For I fear that if I ever let you go That you will disappear when I wake. In your deep deadening sleep you do the same. You hold me against you tightly. I smell the distant smell of alcohol on your breath. The words you never dare to say to me come out on the seventh toll of midnight as you drink the drink of the remorseful and the foolish. Every morn you tell me...
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Writing a speech that is so daring for me to do, it will either make people cry or hate. In either case, I hope that the message will get across the way I’m intending it will.
Writing on a taboo topic to give a speech on is hard. But I feel as if it needs to be done.
gothiccharmschool:
From the organizer of the Vampire Masquerade Ball, coming Dec. 3rd 2011: The Vespertine’s Winter Ball!
::::SAVE THE DATE:::::: I have booked the Melody Ballroom for a new event that I’ve been wanting to do for quite a few years now. The “Vespertine’s Winter Ball”. Date is set for Saturday, 12/3. The dress code will be all things white/silvers (encouraged but not required,...
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Loyalty
I fell in love
That love wasn’t meant to be.
I became lonely
I wanted to be loved by someone loyal.
So what did I do?
I got a dog.
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Daily
Every day, three times a day
there is a carefully followed act.
Before every meal my beloved dog is chained to the stairs until the meal is over.
Doesn’t matter how many times I say no
The black dog will jerk on the leash and whine, bark and howl.
One time I forgot to hook her to the chain.
And now, my dinner has gone missing
And my beloved dog has a grin on her face as she curls up...
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A doll's regret
I have an honest confession to make, Forgive me if what I say offends you my friend. You played with my heart, you were there when I needed a shoulder to cry on You told me my ex was a bastard who didn’t know what he was losing. You told me that I would grow up to be a wonderful woman, a perfect mother and a lovely wife. You treated me like a sister and you protected me like a lover. You were my...
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If you don't want to be judge based on your...
starsinthegutter:
mirandaadria:
Just sayin’. Acceptance is a two-way road. You’ve got to give it to get it, folks.
seriously. those ‘preps’ you hate that hate you for being ‘goth’. think about it for two seconds. dont EVER judge based on appearance because you have no idea who they are or how they think.
Just because I dress this way doesn’t mean I’m a bad person.
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“Imagine you’re at a party. A guy offers you a drink. You say no. He says “Come...”
– The art of “no,” continued: Saying no when you’ve already said yes. « CaptainAwkward.com via notemily (via omnivory)
Also, who the hell knows what could be in that drink now. It isn’t rude to want to be safe, as well.
(via misseerieundead)
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There are times when I think I've cried so much I...
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A lover's sin
I keep telling myself that I no longer love him, but then he pulls a stunt or says something that makes me smile. Then I’m back to denying my feelings and crying into my pillow at night asking myself, “Why?”
Spend a moment crying when his favorite song plays.
And cry as I try to curse his name,
But in the end I never have been able to
Because I still care
Even if it feels...
